Kinda/Sorta??
Just wondering if it's all worth it in the end rly...
I injured my hand, on the legs of the new table. I pinched the hell out of it. Itβll be ok. I got up wayy too early these daysβ¦ I might need a cup of coffee or two.
Sorry, I started this at like 4:30am. π π π
Um, so, itβs about almost 9:45am. I was just uploading pix to my notes as the app seems to wont to do. I am just admiring a spiderweb glistening in the sun on the window nearest Julz.. itβs pretty. π·οΈπΈοΈ
This week holds a lot of appts due to my seizure last week, namely one to see if it is indeed epilepsy⦠or something else? I think that I have a mamo too sometime between this week and next.
The high and mighty crowd have been overdosing on Timβs now that G (the ringleader) has learnt that I canβt have any just yet. (Maman wants my glucose levels stabilized b4 that happensβ¦) so, she is sort of showing off to us with her group of sheeple. I donβt buy it. They went TWICE yesterday, and once the day b4. If they want to weigh a metric shit tonβ¦ let them. I for one, am losing quite a bit of weight and Iβm happy with that! Julz has a harder time, not getting jealous though, bc G hits where it hurts with my dear Julz. She isnβt as strong as I am.
I saw a writing challenge in my inbox yesterday, but I think itβs over. I slept on it. What can you do, non??
I will do some more ani gifs sometime soon. My new table is great and sturdy, just a bit of getting used too! Iβve never had this kind of bedtable b4. New concept. Iβve had one that was on wheels but not swiveling, but this is on sort ofβ¦
So⦠lol, I figured out what that black thing at the back of my trolley style one was. Tablet holder!!! XDXDXD
So, J wonβt be here for lunch, so that means that I get the afternoon off. And if I play my cards right? Supper dishes too!!
Thank Buddha and the Dalai Lama too!!
Sammy



Honestlyβthis feels like a diary that forgot to put on shoes and just wandered out anyway~ Pinched hands, early-brain chaos, spiderweb sparkle like a tiny βhey, stay.β I do that too: collect one pretty thing so the day doesnβt tip over...
The medical stuff is heavy, but youβre still counting wins like no lunch dishes and secret tablet-holder discoveries, which feels very survival-smart. Is it all worth it? I donβt know either. But you noticed the web. That feels like a yes for today~